Endless Fearless Life

Another simple day

2006-01-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

well ppl guess im so free i update again ok....not yet start studying but gotta start soon d exams coming up pretty soon

another day in india... well hopefully time passes fast so i can come back again.. cos living here i think ill die..its full of dust...
red earth u know they do the road then red earth flies everywhere... specially into my lungs.. i think by the time i come back my lungs full of mud ahahaha

hope u guys in malaysia doing gd... havent been going out anywhere was jus enjoying the food here once again.. not too mention it wasnt tat bad until i had to order n pizza for lunch again.. whoa i think im going to get fat again... need to control diet.. but in india how to control diet everythin is super sweet!! super oily!!! super salty!! gues they're too lazy to estimate also... jus dump in dump here dump there...

tak guna punya... meluat betul ahahaha

well ok gtg d enough of complaining its so hard to say something gd bout india... cos... nvr seen yet

c ya!! miss u peeps

back to india

2006-01-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

well holidays was gr8... nothing is really like home... thanks bb for making it so wonderful when im back.. n also my frens... well some of them came to the airport but then was too late ahaha its ok

so im back to india anothe 5 months n 4 days... to come back.. n my finals are close too tat means more studying n less playing.. well im really determined cos if i fail i have to repeat it..

n staying here for another yr is really a no no

so im hope to be more serious tis yr n jus pass everything tat i have learn.. so tat i can come back enjoy my hols n become a senior n also to become a dentist in another 5 yrs more..

home was really gr8 i ate like a pig.. not to mention when i came here i jus don have appetite... curry n all..

gosh curries r the easiest thing to cook. jus dump everything inside.. specially when its a vegetarian curry don have to worry wether itll cook or not.. cos itll surely cook.. only lazy ppl do tat.. n tat means tis country is a lazy country.

hope i can go back asap... n c u peeps again...
chaos.. til again

indian crusader

its been awhile since i wrote something

2006-01-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

i know its been a while since i wrote somethin. specially when im back.. n not to mention ill be going back soon again...

jus one thing to say
today is a really special day for me..its n anniversary for me its been a yr ehehe
tats all i wana say right now bubyes. n im going to miss u guys my frens n family n all... one more thing

I HATE INDIA

triangles of the neck

2005-10-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

hay... how r u all doing pls tag on my board k.. i hope u guys r all doing fine yeah

its been long since i've updated.. really like didnt have the mood nor time to do.. been studying tis days.. i hate biochem n physio still.. been studying anatomy the neck region.. very interesting ehhehe if i know wats going on.. its like jigsaw puzzle... ahahahah

but if i dunno anything i really really hate it tats y have to read

nothing much to update.. have been doing my practicals.. did a cast of the upper jaw.. it took me whole five weeks... n the lower jaw is coming out soon eheheh.. dentist is interesting but not biochem or physiology.. i really really hate it eheheheh

nowadays been not feeling well getting headache kinda often...
tats y got to have more n more sleep ehehehe...

it was funny tat day whole india was on strike... n then.... my college bus also riot the whole bus in the city on strike... so i got no bus go coll have to take the auto... the tree wheeler thing ehehhe

ok gtg now eheheh bubyes take u ppl

another day in india...

2005-09-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened tis weeks.. been kinda blur a bit in class n busy.. teachers r speeding like crazy..n sometimes jus cant follow them up. they expect the locals to know everything.. n no doubt they do but wat bout us..well all i can do is try follow them..
stil waiting for my freaking human skull... n its so cheap only 20 ringgit..n guess wat they sell it in a bookshop.. man things here r so different back in malaysia.. where can u find ppl selling skull in bookshops.. i think malaysian ppl will freak out..ahaha..
noting interesting tis week.. was kinda boring also.. specially biochem n physio.. i jus cant stand those lectures make me so boring n my eye could dozz off any second.. but some lectures r gd like protho n all.. tat i don mind...
been ordering food n eating outside nowadays cos the main cook is on leave so the food really really sucks n it tastes weird as well. i cant wait to get back ato penang n jus eatn eat n eat n eat n eat ahaha..tats wat ill do when im back.. jus cant wait to get back.. here is nothing but study come back food online.. got nothin else to do.. no shopping mall no games to play.. gosh ppl like me cant stand tis place..
but day by day its getting better.. n it feels more like malaysia d. cos the JPA scholars reached india.. but then some of them r so so unfrenly.. so we also make dunno.. nvr seen all of them yet.. but u can c tudungs everywhere d.. so it feels more like home ahahaha..
hope everything is fine back there home.. cos in india.. everything seems to be wrong.. the traffic the road the ppl...(local ppl here r jus too much wana know more msg me ahah) ill be online on msn stil waiting for some frens to come online..its been a long time since i chat wit them.. for insatand eunice lim.. dunno wat happen to her d..
yeah n thanks to her cake as well b4 i left for india.. tat cake saved my life in the airplan cos i was so so hungry n i got nothing to eat.. n all i could think of was her cake ahaha..
no doubt it was the last secret recipe cake i had.. thanks eunice..
n last week was the first week where i ate one fish... which i nvr eat for like so long d ahaha... everyday been eating egg.. i think i need to cut down b4 it really gets into me.. n ill be sick for the reast of my life..
jus wish i was at home now.. wana relax n watch tv..have makan.. go out for mamak.. haha
yeah 2 days ago i went n eat chicken.. its called sari roti chicken. my gdness i have to say tat tis chicken was the best chcicken i ever had.. i mean its better than tandoori chicken in kapitan or any place i;ve had.. n it only cost rm 10 for a whole chicken!!! ahaha i ate alot tat day.. was so desperate for meat.. then after tat we went to a stall where they do fruit juice.. tat place was like a mamk place.. chair all outside beside the road n all.. reminds me of those mamak stall i had food in.. was gr8
n here there is tis like orange alike fruit taste.. its called MUSUMBI ahah dunno u guys heard b4.. its like mandarin orange nice ehehe...
n here they have chikku juice.. man its chikku but they way they do it its kinda weird.. taste exactly the same but the thing is the texture is sllimy n all.. ehehe don kinda like it.. coke is so cheap.. here u have to return the bottle or else they will shout at u ahaah..
india is crazy seriously.. i seat in the auto (the 3 wheeler thingy) its very very scary.. tat day my fren nearly had n accident with it.. like i said the traffic here is really really crazy.. ahahha
ok ill update until here... will update sooner or later c u guys!! n yeah pls tag k..
missing firebrands so much.. stil cant find a church here but i hope i can sooner or later.. c u guysa

At last im updating sorry ppl for the later reply

2005-08-28T11:40:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone..hows everything..

ok i jus got to update my blog.. cos been busy last few days n didnt had the chance to update my blog since i can to india..not to mention tat i only jus got my net.
india system of doing things r damn slow.. really can make ur head blow. no wonder here alot of ppl botak.. jus to wait for a freaking line wakes me bout 3 weeks then only i get to go online.. ridiculous isnt it?

u know the first time i step into this country..darn do i wana go back. i mean like really go back..i really don like the place.. not to mention bout the uni.. its so so so bad.. i mean really bad.. sitting on bench chairs n tables.. could u imagine tat? man my butt hurts at times..n it rains here often..cos its monsoon season. n my campus is like 20 mins drive away.. i mean like everything is so hetic n tiring..
the first few days i came here was like a disaster.. stupid uni. like i said the management here in everything sucks.. i had to travel here n there.. find some of the ppl in charge to get assistant. n u know wat they;ll ask u find another person..then when u find tat particular person he/she will ask u find another person.. really get on my nerves.. i really wanted to go back already..
man do i miss home i mena like really miss it.. malaysia is so so nice..

well for now everything seems to be fine.. but at first really had a hard time..cos of the seniors ragging thing n stuff.. i don feel peaceful staying here cant even stufy for one period of time.. but now everything is getting on well praise God. without Him i think ill be back in malaysia d book my own ticket n jus appear back in pg..

ok now let me describe u something bout india.. first. the traffic is crazy. man do i tel u guys nvr ever drive in india.. they;re darn scary. even sitting in the bus jus hold on to ur life.. my mum was so scared in the bus i tel ya.. they;re like suicide vehicles jus cut here n there even there is a car so nearby they drive beside the lokang in centimetres away.. imagine.. n they can squeeze here n there... second.. the traffic here darn darn noise.. not like pg peaceful.. they horn each n every second of ur life.. they horn at almost eveyrthin from a car to a dog.... nuts right??
n yeah u can c elephants beside the road side at certain places.. n tat also the bus will horn.. wats interesting is the busses got two types of horn.. one is like the normal on the other one got melody.. its so funny i find it childish.. same goes to the car when u put it in reverse some car got christmas song come out ahahah!!!

bout my studies...
yeah some of it is interesting but some r dead boring like physiology n biochemis. i jus luv the practicals n its so so hard to do at first. one of the practicals is doing n replica of ppl gum.. n tat took me 1 1/2 hour to do... n the other one they ask u to take plaster of paris n then b4 it hardens make a cube which is exactly precise 1 inch in measurement..
forgive my eng yeah im really rushing to write all tis no time to think ok eheheehe... anyways i jus wana thank everyone who came to the airport tat day really meant alot to me..

n im coming back soon.... u guys shall know when ehehehe.. take care k everyone.. ill be online almost everyday bout malaysia time 1130... so u guys all take care k.. God bless

Hey ppl...

2005-07-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hey people...
Gary's india number is +919844579276 alright...
feel free to contact him and encourage him aer!
We luv u guyz!
*riiz*

Last Youth meeting B4 i go

2005-07-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

wow....
i jus cant say how much i apprecieate firebrands.. they're like families to me.. all of them each one of them means alot to me.. specially my close frens tat i knew.. eunice euodia charis mingy huijen james..judson..ian.. n lots lots.. sharing those youth vision wit u guys..was a gr8 gr8 pleasure plus serving wit u all... wow... ahaah

time passes realy fast.. its been 7 or 8 yrs im attached to FGA.. coolest church ever n coolest youth u can find.. how can i describe all tis in a blog.. totallly impossible..

family also.. evne there are up n down.. no doubt they stil luv me really appreciate them.... alot..

the whole way back from youth... i isk isk...
man suddenly all the memories started flashing back.. youth camp (not to mention samuel n justin) march 11 (working wit tis awesome youths) n mission trip
.....

haih... dunno y all of u wana make me cry wan ahahaha...

take care k

gain

ill be leaving on

day:tuesday
date:26th
time: 7.50

but ill go into the departure place bout early n hr ok take care

To Go

2005-07-21T11:40:00.000+08:00

gee.. time passes very fast. its been like two months since i updated.. im really sorry to u all out there..was kinda busy wit stuff n alot things to do cos im leaving..currently been feeling really down happpy n sad the same time..

im gonna miss so many gr8 ppl in pg.. alot of my frens.. some i cant c i think after few yrs... cos they're gonna go overseas also..

it has been a gr8 journey living with crazy frens aroudn me.. specially firebrands..n other frens in pg... even i live in kulim... i think my heart is in pg all my frens r in pg.. so sad i have to travel so far jus to c u all... but its worth it la..ill travel for the rest of my life if i stay in kulim ahahah...

ill be leaving on tis 26th which is on tuesday.. the plan will be at 7.50 P.M so i think ill be going into the departure part bout 6 something... will be nice if some of u could come at 5 ahahah...

ill most probably break down in tears.. its so hard suddenly leaving so many ppl tat i realy treasure...n going to india... i have no idea how the place even look like.. i dunno wat to expect n ill be going there alone.. so i guess it'll be pretty scary as well.. n lonely.. tats the only thing i fear the most..

but i believe God has a purpose for setting me down there.. so i hope He'll reveal to me soon wat is it..

bout 4 more days to go b4 i fly..its really really ahrd leaving..i jus dunno how to put in words.. ur heart feels so so heavy tat u jus don wana move...ahahah..time passes really fast..its been two months since i know im going to india..n i tought 2 months there will be enough time to spend wit my frens n all.. was so wrong bout tat.. it feels like i've not spend enough time wit u guys.. but i cant turn back time right now..but ill be back in december.. n i wana be back for youth camp!!! ahah if i can... i realy wana be there.. nvr ever missed one youth camp b4 since i became a christian...

so to ppl out there... study hard k ill be studying hard as well.. i wana be back asap.. its gonna be 5 yrs n hard... n pls keep in touch k... eheheh c u in youth for the last time then after 4 months..... ill be back!! ahahahh wohooo!!

To go Or not to Go

2005-06-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

haizzz...

i already know tat i got n offer from india...to be a dental surgen...n i got biotech in SP

i hate to leave malaysia cos ill miss so so many ppl tat has made my life so wonderful..

i don wana go on one side.. but on the other side...i need to know What God wants from me..cos His ways are higher than mine..

tis is n short update..

cos i realy dunno wat to choose

n anybody who thinks will miss me pls tag...

update la na la

2005-05-11T00:53:00.000+08:00

ehehe sorry i think its been a month i nvr update..not tat im working not tat im busy..i jus didnt have the mood too..life is still hard..

but whenever i reflect on it...reflect at the gd sides of my life..i feel blessed..at the same time..i feel there r stil things im going tru..which sometimes i really cant handle myself...sometimes i jus don feel like doing anything jus wana sleep whole day...but wat to do... jus pray
cos i dunno wat to do anymore

past few days...i miss my frens so so much..everytime i see blue atos i remember of bok...red toyota remember chong yong..blue saga..hj..but then not many blue saga here in kulim..blue toyota viki...ahh all here n there..n im stil in kulim..was scrolling tru my coll pictures...sometimes feel so heavy hearted yet at the same time so happy for my frens..

n other photos too..photos which i will always treasure..

n yeah thanks to my sometimes really be tahan little bro he spoiled my whole computer n i had to reformat the whole computer n i only save all my photos..their too precious too precious certain of them i really don waana loose..cos it reminds me how blessed i m at times.when im down ill jus look at those pics..jus lghtens up my day yet heavy hearted dunno how t oexplain tis feeling..but its a gd one...

here i updated d k...

i don wan update bout work la too many things la lazy la...but then today we accidently killed a rat... tats it... ahahhaaah

at times when u think ur life is terrible..think back of the gd things.. n ull appreciate ur life more...sometimes God makes everything seem to be so perfect..n sometimes its not...but keep hanging on...

there ya go... a month of updates ahahahahah so little will write soon

ahah first day of job

2005-04-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

u know wat it came so sudden n im working already..in praise music shop..its nice only first day... so i really dunno how it feels yet.. i read jon blogs...tat guy mus be so scary i also dunno YET la eheheh...but i hope i won do mistakes cos its scary at times ahahahahha

tats all la short update only.. n im so happy today dunno y

A Gd start Off

2005-04-04T15:24:00.000+08:00

it has been exactly one week since i nvr update so i think there will be lots of u guys to read..i hope i don get lazy while doing tis

ok on friday had youth in kulim..it was gr8 judson came down n suprisingly there were alot of ppl there also..min min n jon ow shared.. it was gr8..gd job guys keep it up!! n min min will be away to aus at tis thurs..have gr8 fun there k..n don forget us in malaysia mus get gifts wan..but i dowan sweet ok..ehehhe.jon did a gr8 worship n sharing..keep it up bro...

then after tat followed them to prai cos follow pastor cowen to pg..stayed at jenny house.it was so tiring..went to meet up wit julian near pastors place..then we went back to his house to pic up his little bro justin..n cos of him i only got 2 hrs of sleep tat night will tell u later y...went to hj house reach like 1 something..then we played gunbound til 330 then only start sleeping... yeah n y i cant sleep..justin he sleeps like wat only turn here there..untli his hand on my butt la then his face so near to my body i can feel his breath.. yer!!!!! hahaahha end up only 2 hrs of sleep then go for breakfast then to badminton....

badminton was gr8 but as for me.. i felt so so tired...n my stamina were all gone i got so so tired..need to train myself up b4 the badminton carnival starts..its gonna be exciting looking forward for it..after badminton went to gurney catch a movie then to youth.. youth was gr8

then next day went for prai service...then pacific...bought one book for my bro..then at nite service then came back online chat wit pastor cowan...n min min aahha me n min min played the smiley face on the HELLO prog so funny la hahaha

then today...went out lunch wit pastor cowan..was gr8 had pizza so full..ehheh we chatted n then tis garfield so funny he rub his eyes using the finger where got tobasco sauce hahaha hot hot eh.... ahahahhaha... thanks ps for ur time... really look up to u.. ehehehe keep it up!!

then until here... going to play gunbound soon ehehhe catcha later..sorry for the late update...

11.30 PM

2005-03-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

Currently Felling: Great
Worst Thing: Still at home
Listening: Frogs outside ma house
Hopes: Everyday will get better

days...

2005-03-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

Monday, 4.00 PM.

Currently feeling: Pissed offed, Jealous
Worst thing: Staying at home, feel threatened
Currently listening: Thousand Foot Krutch
Hopes: End This Day As Soon As Possible

2005-03-24T01:46:00.000+08:00

ehh where garfield??

2005-03-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

in kl jus hanging out going to time square

2005-03-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

the last day of mission b4 heading back to pg

2005-03-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

when u shout his praise...u rock

2005-03-24T01:40:00.000+08:00

look at those orang asli food... gdness.. they're too good to be true.. too bad u guys gotta c tru pics..ahhaah the taste was superb

2005-03-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

its all bout missions ppl

2005-03-24T01:36:00.000+08:00

outside the hokkien service

2005-03-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

wit euodia in the boat..while we were lost a while..hhmmm... u know y in the blog got la garfields fault ahahah

2005-03-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

soraklah hallelujah

2005-03-24T01:33:00.000+08:00

firebrand rocks

2005-03-24T01:32:00.001+08:00

when ppl pray in hokkien i go blur

2005-03-24T01:32:00.000+08:00

isnt tat jus beautiful..looks like the suns gonna xplode

2005-03-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

i really do miss mission trip

2005-03-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

blue ninja

2005-03-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

hmm hmm autographs...

2005-03-24T01:09:00.000+08:00

tats my bible

2005-03-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

firebrands rock

2005-03-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

gotta wash ur hair outta the house cos the bilik mandi banjir

2005-03-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

mission trip wassup wit the peace thing eh kid

2005-03-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

driving eheheheh

back from the dead

2005-03-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

wassup everyone..sorry its been long since i updated.. still recovering from the mission trip even i slept quite long also hehehe ok ill updated importan stuffs here goes

MARCH 11
gdness it was a blast..i may play alot of stuff wrong..ehehe but praise God everything went well..the most joyfull part for me was watching everyone jumping.. n praising God lifting their hands..n they did it wit all their heart..n tat gave me joy...its so nice to c so many ppl... praise God for the crowd..i didnt expect tat many ppl to come at all.. but it did happen...

Mission Trip
wow mission trip was gr8..tis is my first mission trip..i dunno wat to say.. i jus miss the place..n the kids..n the wonderfull time i had wit josh mingy euodia n many many more..n got to know pastor cowen better.. he's a machine tat works in the middle of the night.. u guys should hear him..its very entertaining... ehehehehe... mission trip...it was sad seeing those kids all...they don have enough food to eat at times..n when we were serving them for food which is bihun...gdness i nvr c kids wit such appetite b4..they could eat for 4 times..or should i say 4 rounds.. they're stomach as if got hole like tat ahahah... but then it was fun playing wit them..even though i hard a hard time communicating wit them.. they seem shy at times..but when it comes to praise n worship... whoaaa...they're voice could literally blow off the whole roof.. ahahah n they dance also... thanks to mingy n the team showing the actions.. ahahah it was so fun... it was tiring also.. the next day.. we went into pulau banding i think.... to visit the orang asli n give them food stuffs... n know wat.. we got lost... wasted nearly n hr in the boat going through the lake n all... ahahah.. pastor cowen la.. everything also not sure ahahah.. but thank God we reach where we intended too..seeing them so poor n no food n all...im so thankfull for the things i have now.. im not gonna complain anything anymore whenever i got food.. i wouldnt wana complain anymore... n one thing about the orang asli is... they;re gd cooks...they cooked for us babi hutan n dunno wat leaf...tat leaf they can cook it wit durian...i dunno how they do it.. but it surely tasted gd..ps hc n me eat until so full.. euodia also.. like nvr eat vegetable b4...keep on eating n eating n eating ahahah...
i miss the ice kacang there... we stayed in a church n opposite the church there was a stall...n lately it has been very very hot.. and eating ice kacang on a sunny day... waaaa... don have to say anything more.. i guys go imagine ok ahahah.. then on the last day.. we ate snake wild cow n babi hutan again...thanks to ps cowen... didnt tell us wat we were eating until everything was finished..don be deceived by his cute looks like garfield... ahahah a cheeky man lies within him.. ahahahahahah....
i thank God he allowed me to go to tis mission trip.. it was n eye opener..n if there is another mission trip some more n im free.. i would wana go... for the mean time.. im so free rite nwo at home.. i got nothing to do at all.. no astro..mum nvr put d.. watch dvd.. n i got streamyx d so online whole day la... tats wat i;ve been doign everyday...

lately i have been thinking about my education...soon ill know whether i m accepted into the uni or not.. but thinking bout it.. i don wan leave malaysia... haih.. if im going alone....lagi i don wana go.. been thinking how much ill miss all my frens here.. dunno la.. praying praying n praying tats all i can do... let His will be done... okies.. i hope tis post will ganti all the time i nvr write one k ahaha.. n sorry for my eng.. i dunno la.. i lazy to write nice nice eng... hahaahha

BUSY

2005-03-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

sorry i nvr update for so long d hehehhe sorry yeah

actually was kinda busy..spending sometimes wit the lord..then tat day went hiking in the jungle..my gdness it was worst than the other day for me...i mean seriously it was really tat bad specially when getting down... my knee hurts really bad.. but it was really fun..despite all the bad things.. it was cool.. haahh shankar fell down in the so called river...n his both shoe were wet... then we went back by bus.. was really tiring on tat day.. but worth while.. spending my time on it

hay march 11 is jus tis friday.tats like a few days to go...i dunno bout u guys but im totally up for it.. im so excited rite now... really excited.. well dunno how many ppl might turn up.. but i think God is handling tis event.. i mean even eunice prayed for her college thingy..n God answered her prayer...well it couldnt be a co-incidence...so i believe tat God is excited bout tis event too.. n i blieve n praying everyday tat the youth will turn up..cos its not about perfomance its not bout how cool we are or watever.... too let u guys know the truth i don even know to read music.. so its really not bout the firebrands music team or watever....its bout God himself...

he's gonna do things..tat i don even know.. i seriously don..so pls do come..if u have cell groups or watever activities..jus sacrifice them for once..cos this could change ur life experience...seriously..

ok back to my daily life...saturday was such a gr8 day.. i became the driver for charis... haizz... nvr mind hopefully she'll repay my gd service one day ahahah.... was very tired actually from 9am tthen i was back at 1230 pm....my eye today swollen dunno y red red some more.. so itchy the night b4... haih i think it was someones fault... ahhahaha

ok la.. march 11 march 11... hay u guys out there...pls make up ur time for tis.. cos u won regret it.. even rite now u may think..ohh tis n tat....jus put it aside.. after march 11.. ull know tat its worth spending ur time wit God there... bubyes

Its all about His will not mine

2005-02-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

past few months..i've been praying...tat God will let me be a doc.. n i always pray tat he pls grant me wat i want...forget bout other stuff.. God look at me.. i wan tis n tat tis n tat....tats how i've been praying past few months...

but then recently i jus reaLISE...going on my own way won do me gd...cos i know God wants the best for me..after heard vik going on his own way liau (happy for my buddy)...i realise tat..u know...wats the point i keep on praying wat i want... on wat i hope he'll give me... yeah don get me wrong nothing wrong about asking God for wat u want...but first let His will be done...

then i've been praying differently d...tat God ull lead me.. n not me leading u on where to go..but God u take me...

sometimes for some circumstances....we human beings... tend to ask God to follow our way... but His ways r greater than us...

ehehehh tats wat i wanted to share....

youth was sgr8 sepcially in prai wan... it was an eye opener for all of us youth there... n in pg too.. ehhe the activities were gr8..superb...n i think its gonna get better n better each week...

march 11 is jus a week n a few days away...im praying for a big crowd...not because u know... waa got more ppl they can c us play..show off.. bla bla bla... im not praying a big crowd for tat...but im praying for a big crowd....so tat youth in pg n from other places will not be left out in tis huge event for God....in tis event where God will be taking over....

okies bye bye.. sorry so long only update yeah

does God wants me to become a doc?

2005-02-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

weird...if u guys read the post on janury 11...then u all will know wat i mean...

i prayed today asking for God confirmation wether to be a dentist or a doc...cos the last time when i asked God show me a way...of wat im supposed to do tel me...then God hinted on doc n dentist..but dunno which one...then i prayed in ther afternoon for a confirmation again...

then at night was talking wit my mum.. suddenly kena hint gain...she said.. if u don get doc wan do dentist or not??? waaa.......

but then i was stil wondering soemtimes is it from God or is it jus me?

2005-02-19T02:33:00.000+08:00

mann im gonna miss those guys

2005-02-19T02:32:00.000+08:00

the gd old days ahhahahah

2005-02-19T02:27:00.000+08:00

ahahah i guesss u all know who la.. ahaha my gd buddy... ehehe hui jen na... na.. i let the whole world c ahahha

2005-02-19T02:24:00.000+08:00

what ya'll looking at!!

2005-02-19T02:23:00.000+08:00

satay my luv.. muaks muaks ahahah food rocks

2005-02-19T02:18:00.000+08:00

yeah planet shakers conference im the one in dark blue way back

2005-02-19T02:15:00.000+08:00

eeeheh my family??wit min min...ahah no way...cos its way scary...

u turned it upside down

2005-02-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

gee today can say was one of the bad days i had during this yr..for a moment actually...wirship was gr8...after tat suddenly no mood..then after tat so frustrated mum need use car tomorrow....which i really wana use so wat can i do..got so frustrated i was so mad for no reason n so moody...i could break anything at anytime..really had tat kinda geram feeling d inside me..

then later had a chat wit a couple of frens.. then some how i felt muc much better...gd thing u got frens around wit u at times... cant imagine living without them..seriously tis world is hard enough for me...n praise God i got gd bro n sis in christ.. which r totally awesome to me ehehhe...

youth was gr8...hui jen came ahahahah alone some more...got to give him credit la making n effort come here... really encouraged me alot spcially thanks man eheheh.. hay mayb u pg ppl should come once in a while also rite eheheheh... eveyrthing was gr8...

well another normal day of mine..which has pass by...looking forward for more exciting days tomorrow... chao...

2005-02-17T01:48:00.000+08:00

ahah tis is my room mate.. crazy guy but cool...ehhehe

2005-02-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

my two best buddies...wohoo...

2005-02-17T01:43:00.000+08:00

pikabu!!

2005-02-17T01:40:00.000+08:00

my frens...

2005-02-17T01:34:00.000+08:00

eheheh coll days was...fun...n....crazy... as u can c

2005-02-17T01:31:00.000+08:00

i so sesat....

2005-02-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

disted night..tats me huggin the legs ehehe cool eh

2005-02-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

christmas party...haah now only wan put.. really i got nothing to do

step by step

2005-02-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

ahahh nothing much happen lately..valentines day was gr8..went out wit some of the yout hhad a gr8 time..like jonathan said constantine was nonsense...not nice at all ahahh only the actions part la.shooting demon with bullets which contain holy water ahahah... then dunno wat demon can come out through class....wat connectino the world bla bla bla..i was confused in tat movie too actually ahahah. eunice was funny smsing everyone saying the show scary while was in the theater..but then i kinda tought it was funny..demon with half brain..gosh they look stupid..i was laughing through out the movie ahahah!! kinda funny actually i don find it scary at all..

yesterday min mons family came to my house...whoa her mum brought the salad gdness so much.. i felt like i was a vegetarian tat night.. but it was nice actually..but really all the food was jus too much..ehehhe then suddenly my mum came back.. n again she bought pizza back ahhaha ate gain...gdness i think im gonna grow fat soon real real soon.. min mon was playing game wit my bro ahahh so funny she dunno how to play..but then...not really many gals play ps2 wan huh eheheh.. i know only a few gals do

ahah now today..nothing to do gain as usual... i think i wasted alot of time today..i feel so depressed...its like im too free... n i feel bad wasting so much of my time.. i really wished i could study or jus do something or some sorta stuff..then later on suddenly felt scared gain bout my univercity stufff....jus prayed bout it n man i feel better...Gods word r comforting.. n i learn tis pass few months i should read the bible more often than i did last time.. n im getting a hang of it.. altough some stuff i really don get it.. i mean i really really don understan ahahah...

ok la tats for it bye bye!!!

Happy Chinese New Year

2005-02-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

hay hay im back updating tis.. its been quite long i didnt update sorry yeah..cos been busy during cny...my family all from kl n other places came back to butterworth for gathering

so everyday ill be down in butterworth until 2 am like tat only come back..but tat day went mamak wit my frens alex n jason...jason went back d to perth..wish u all the best man..do come back n visit us gain..

ahah status report ang pow money...... hmmm it doesnt matter cos all gotta give mum..for the sake of me wanting tat guitar effects processor..so no point count how much also ahahahha....

missing my cousins now..ahahah it was cool..hanging out wit them...playing snooker wit one my best cousin...(going to sunat d i think ahahah jus jk)...eating supper n all...n it only happens a yr..so its precious..everything seems to be precious now..thinking bout going away for further studies..suddenly everything seems to be so precious..more than ever ahahah...started to cherish my times wit ppl more than i did b4...

time flies i have to admit...it has already been like 3 months since i stop studying..gettin lazy each day ehehe...but then im working my day out too la.. i don wan waste my time.. as i say everything is precious...there was once a day where i scroll into all the pic i had in my computer specially during my coll days missing it so much;..like i said suddenly everything seems to be so precious.. ehehhehe

im starting to cherish my time more wit my family..n others...cos time is so short.. i wished i had more time...
more time wit my loved ones...so tat i can show how i really care how they realy mean to me....

mayb some ppl might think im not serious wit their frenship or wateva so...so wrong...so so wrong...i really wan spend wit all my frens n others...

specially my fren who is going away...its not easy seeing some frens to go away..which really helped me alot..

n also its not easy leaving..cos i wan be wit all my frens..important person...family...all which really affects my life so much...all the time n all the fun times...all the memories tat i have....

all of those time in my memory will keep me going on wit life..

i really wana thank God for the time he gave me for blessing me so much...for loving me..for stil loving me even at times when i was so mad...n taking me back into his arm where once i ran out of..n couldnt careless..yet He is si willing to take me back again...

eheheh until then...so tis would be a very long update ehhehe hopefully it replaces all those time which i nvr update it..

God bless

is it another boring day or is it jus me/???

2005-02-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

hay there gain... now updating again.. somehow someway i feel tat im getting bored wit tis blog..but don worry ill stil be updating it..

yesterday nite sermon was gr8 from our youth ps.. yeah!! n its bout life.. some how some way.. we youth always complain everyday is boring tis is boring tat is boring.. sometimes i also get so bored i jus wish i could study..
but then afterall life is not tat kinda bad.. tough i stil c boring days..day after day. but was ps said.. kinda open up my eyes a bit...

since im so so too free nowadays.. i update blog la..i kinda scared.. march is coming.. ill know wether the univercity wants me or not by tat time.. but all i can do now is pray n i hope u all too will pray for me..

sad bout leaving malaysia... but i think i complain too much in tis blog d ehehe.. so lazy say gain..

until then gtg now..

YOUTH RALLY COMING RIGHT AT YA ON MARCH 11

2005-01-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

wassup everyone its been quite long since i updated.. kinda busy these days..
n yeah Youth Rally is coming right up on march 11..prepare urself n make ur day free cos its gonna be different.. eheh im so excited for it...we should be youth where our passion is on God.. cos He matters..

today went to pg.. spend little time here n there... n went for practice..the music was gr8..jus pray tat everything will go smoothly..hope u guys r cool wit tis blog.. ahah n pls tag tag tag.. nothing much update.. c ya

update update

2005-01-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

here i go..these days...nothing much again ahah my life really sometimes boring ler..but its getting interesting each day...it is really..
eheheh so jus update a bit only la cos kinda tired d..went to do new ic in the morning jus now then went play bowling hang round in praise music centre....waiting for my zoom gfx8 to come waaa cant tahan wait so long ahahah ok ok gtg d ler bye bye

This is a story of a lonely guy
He realised life is short
He dont wana be all alone

And that day past by
where there was tis fal
with a pretty eye
walking pass by

and the story goes

he was in luv with her
suddenly she's the only thing that matters
though life is short, his luv is not, for her
cos he wants to make her life better

Life has to got to go on

2005-01-21T02:19:00.000+08:00

whoa past few days i already nvr blog sorry yeah..cos was kinda busy lately..now i blog gain lor..

past few days nothing much happen la..but on tuesday rite i went hiking wit my lecturer Mis lai n my gang all...n whoa it was though i walked in the jungle from 9 clock in the morning to five...we started fomr botanics...n into the restricted area where the water fall is at ahahah it was so beautiful...n not all ppl get the chance to get in there ahahah...it was fun...actually we planned tat from the gardens we would wana walk to batu ferringhi but the planned changed..cos it was too too i mean too far...n we were like fugitives cos we ran out of water..so deiceded not to go tat far...cos i don think i can tand it too..it was too too far..n some more without water...i think i can die half way...

eheh but when i was walking i was kinda thinking bout lotsa stuff...cos it would let me forget bout the pina i had in my legs plus my ankle which nvr really get healed after 2 yrs..cos of badminton injury...

nv knew tat a yr has passed so fast sine the last time i was in coll....ahah the fact tat i suddenly remembered of shao li...the fact she lied... ahah tat was past...but it was fun..knowing gr8 ppl...n if i go to india or indo..im scared i won find the same ppl tat i found here...bok chong yong ehheeh vik my besttest best fren..which will leave me when he gets in malacca but man im happy for u...wish u all the best...crazy hui jen which always BuLLY me in coll...N he stil does..but ehehhe without him rite i got no wi fi to play...no swimming pool to swim...no christian companian in my coll..n no car to fetch me here n there...ahahha u all are a blessing to me..

nvr knew how a yr could past tat fast...life is short...yet sometimes it looks so long..but when u think bout it..really its fast...n from now on..im not gonna waste my lazy ass on the chair n do nothing.. i wana make my life something something worth living for...im gonna safe souls i wana safe souls..even im not capable but i know God can help me..

frens are so importan to me...n everyone who is realted to me or know me..jus wan let u guys know i luv u guy lots..n wish our path will meet again..its not a bye..but jus a thank u ehehehe...

Life has gotta go on...
whether u want it or not
all u gotta do is jus make ur life worth wild living

2005-01-17T02:57:00.000+08:00

Give it up for prai n Kulim dancers..through unity everythings possible

2005-01-17T02:55:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo Annual Youth Camp 2004!! go Jeshobem!!

My wife is back!!

2005-01-17T02:22:00.000+08:00

ahah today was such a happy..n also sad day n happy gain ahahha

today went out to pacific..went wit my parents then i took my ibanez which was sleeping in the room full of dust bout one yr..i call her my wife..i pitty my wife even she;s dusty but so beatiful wit her purple body ahhaha..so decided to give it to jonathan so he can service for me..wanted to c how gd is he in servicing guitars ahahha...not bad not bad..

first went out lunch wit james charis n samantha...poor charis...james some how some way drop he's whole cup of tea..n it splashed all over the table n some on charis..n her hp...whoa her face totally tukar ahahha...then after tat decided to take my guitar...n the funny thing is i dunno where i parked the car cos so long d i nvr go pacific..tat place is so so huge..but full of NOTHING only praise music la..tats y always go there hehehe..the only reason y im going to pacific..

today nothing much happened ler..but it was fun..church was gr8 ps wayne was speaking...really oponed up my mind...bout some stuff...bout the end times r near...very very near..so its not the time for me to put my butt on the lazy chair anymore...

i've been thinking alot lately..bout my studies going to india..dunno la..im not worried bout getting it or not now..cos i know God will handle n grant me tat thing..but kinda sad gonna miss all the fun stuff happened here..specially tis yr..something great really happened n ill nvr ever foget bout it...n every yr ill remember bout it... eheheh ok bye then

pls tag k..really appreciate it

Are You One Of Them

2005-01-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

Have I know you
Have You know me
But everything seems to be perfect

Is it by chance I met you
Or is it by fate
Nothing seems to matter
Nothing seems to matter

Your smile
Your face
Lightens up my day
Your voice sweet like an angel
Are you one of them
Are you one of them..

Dunno wat to put title as la

2005-01-16T01:08:00.000+08:00

Back..to reality gain..sorry nvr updated for few days was kinda busy..ehehen lazy a bit la..but then ill stil update it.will not do like last time like few months nvr update really sorry 4 tat..

yesterday was a really nice n exciting day..was worhsip leading..was so pumped up d wan worship God..suddenly min min called say youth cancel..then my whole world literally dropped... NANI!!! ahha...but then rite...actually min min la heard wrong info...wan cekik u d...actually we got no tranport to go...not no youth...HAIYO!!! ehehe gd thing james called me up.. n yeah got youth ahahah

b4 go to youth i went to meet "someones mum"...whoa scary some more i late.. kena cucuk cukup cukup...sad lor..but then wat to do not my fault r..i speed so fast also i stil reach late...now i know how importan puncuality is...i don wan kena bad impression liau..scary ahahah...but jus to c the new house only mer nothing more than tat..I THINK la...ekkek then after tat went for dinner...darn it was so funny..i think jus by watching i don have to eat d..some more i late for practice..waa need to bungkus the pizza then go church..i embarassed myself...wat to do...eheheh

youth was gr8...charis for the first time played bass man!! whoa not bad..tell u don underestimate tis gal..play so gd some more can sing together...for me i play bass i cant sing..cant co ordinate my mouth wit my hand on the bass..guitar ok but bass cant duno y ehehe..but she can!! some more first time...so memaluING..i cant but she can.. gd gd continue on k.n be more confident..cos she learns very quick..eheheh...n i kena electric shock by the mic...whoa painful no jk...

thank God eveyrthing went smoothly cos practice so fast..but it was gr8 thanks to pro drummer James tan...bassist Charis Ow...n Pianist Rebecca Ow...n God!!

n yeah Min Min thanks for giving the verse for pslam 55:22 it encourage me alot..for u guys who r worried out there for wateva things ur going throughh....jus read tat verse ok Gods word r always true...His words r nvr lies n His promises will always remain as one

msg given by ps cowen..was gd..he;s funny la..dunno y but really funny..ekekekek...thanks ps..

ok bye then chao... n yeah pls tag k!!

HHHHmmmm..

2005-01-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

tomolo ill be going down to kl..going to c the agent which im working wit to go to india..still prayin for it to happen..n i hope u guys will pray for me too.

today..i ate a orange wit fungus...without realising cos was playing ps2 ahaha.. funny.. n now my stomach aint feeling happy bout it

so sad la was suppose to go pg wit my frens tomorrow..wan play warcraft wan ahah..missed playing for hrs wit my peeps...ahah i stil remember during college days..gee we played for hrs..sometimes nvr even enter class..ahahah or be late.. n we did it often!! ahahahh... no la once a while rite bok? ekeke..its been so long..

i truely truely missed my college days..n IF God allows me to go to Uni...i dunno how nice would it be..if im going probably ill be going alone..n i have tendency to feel lonely also..so dunno how will it be like..all i know is tat God is wit me.. so u guys online wan talk wit me la when i online ok..

sad u know being lonely..i don like it..can get so depressed at time when im lonely.some more go to india...india..i dunno how make frens not gd at it actually..some more home is like 3 hrs from india..u guys come visit me la..only 3 hrs rite..its not tat far..gonna miss penang food!! char koay teow...everytime i jus cant stop talking bout missing stuffs only ahahha...miss my bed miss my peeps..miss everything... argh...sometimes thinking bout my frens n u n all..makes me don wan go india..but life has to go doesnt it..thank God for every blessing tat He has gave me.. til for now.. ill be back tomolo from kl also..darn its gonna be tiring..

n charis thanks for puttin the tag board n the song owe it alot to u!! thanks!!

what a day

2005-01-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

today was jus a gr8 day i tel ya...
bout yesterday i was kinda down...cos i heard from a fren tat if don get B for all ur science subject u won get to do medicine cos of the goverment thingy..i was so down prayed n prayed n prayed..i tought God wouldnt answer my prayer anymore...cos i tought i didnt want to be a doc anymore...since ill be wasting another yr..n i also did ask him to show me, speak to me wat i should really do bout...

n today God asnwered my prayer...in a very very weird way...was going to pg in my car on the radio..n for no reason the radio dj (or wat so ever u called it) started talking bout doctors...i was like...huh?? God now u speaking to me through the radio r...they were talking bout docs..esspecially dentist..ahhah dentist?? i dunno bout tat...but ill stil keep on praying...
n God also answered bout the goverment thingy...I jus found out from my fren tat when the uni send a letter to a goverment then don have to worry..can do medicine d wether u get all B or wat so ever...n my prayer has been answered there is hope..
when i was nearly giving up..i prayed n stil have faith in Him..He will come through it n He will proof to be in control everytime... n I m stil hoping on Him...glory to God

today so tiring day but was gr8..went take my passport...then went "somewhere" took me few mins jus to try find "something" which is situated "somewhere" n i waited for "someone" which nvr pop out so long..but finally did ahahha..if u all don understan nvm la...cos i don also...but it was gr8..

then went to pg...met up wit my frens...n watched meet the forkers...its a stupid show yet funny...should u watch it...i really dunno

finally met up wit bok n chong yong..which will be leaving to australia soon..n having IELTS tis weekend...whish u guys the best..nice seeing u after so long..

until then... eheheh

God there is nothing i could do but trust in u

2005-01-09T01:09:00.000+08:00

I jus got back from Kl...i had some sort of a gd responds from the agent which i will be working wit to send me to india...yet its stil unsure..i dunno...my fren called me up pula.. suddenly the goverment needs tis n tat...which makes me not applicable to do wat i wanted

God has my life... n tats where ill put my trust in..

even he has to send me away from malaysia..i will go..even i don feel like going..cos ill miss u
ill miss my parents
ill mis my peeps my frens my best buddies in the whole wide world
my church member...i min, min min....emily..samantha hahah u guys r nuts

through christ where everything is possible...y isnt it possible for me to do medicine..i believe he will when i ask..if not ill stil trust in my Lord for He has great plans for me..

ok getting on the trip in Kl..KL wawt bout Kl...i don like KL seriously no offence its jus the life there which i really do not like..but the shopping malls r cool...followed my mum for shoppping...n whoa we did walked alot..i tel u when gals go to shopping its more like n exercise for them..than a fun time...

i also met up wit varsha n ming y...went to time square for the rides..ahah we sat on the roller coaster for like 4 times..until there as nothing much to be scared bout..but the DNA MIXER...it was freaky...ahahah ming freaked out..ahhh ahh until cant shout anymore..as for varsha..nothing was nice... she sat everything n everything seems to be normal for her d ahhaha....it was fun tough...

then my parents came over walked to sungai wang...n i got my webcam there... eheh its so so fun u know... well anybody got webcam...here i m waiting for ya hahah...no naughty stuffs... ekekek..

then walked to lot 10 after tat walked near some where star hills there... n my leg literally broke down...was so so tired... couldnt even really walked properly.. ahahha...

it was a gr8 time... by then

another boring day

2005-01-05T01:36:00.000+08:00

didnt know y today...i got nothing much to do.. woke up sleep eat sleep n online...ahahha mayb today too lazy to do anything or im jus stressed out cos ill be going to kl to find more about the univercity tat im going to go..its really scary getting scary news like....oooh Sir im sorry u cant go anywhere at all...or ok sir u can go here...bla bla bla

watever it is as i stress out gai n gain my life is on Gods hand...so i only can leave it too him rite now.. nothing much to write d..pray for me yeah.. gd nite eveyrone

what a day

2005-01-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

today was the most boring day ever..when school starts...suddenly got nobody to sms..sad sad.. ehehhe
yeah min min passed her dirving license finally..hopefully she can bring us here n there in one piece..ahahha
today nothing much really happen actually..my ex classmate came n find me n we had a gd chat..bout school old days so funny miss it alot now..
ill be going to kl on the 5th n 6th so i guess tis blog will be dead only for 2 days ehehhe...sorry yeah..need to go kl n find out some univercities tat ill be goin..guess ill have to leave malaysia...to india or indonesia...tats the only place here im capable of going...pray for me yeah so tat im able to go to any uni..i jus wan to complete my studies asap then live on my life n do wat God wants me too..
i hope to be n child specialist...im obsessed wit kids..dunno y jus lurv them..wish they couldnt grow older ahahha tats be so fun...but wat to do..growing is a part of life
n it gets harder n harder n harder...noting is easy in life...tats y we need God eheh
if i depend on my own strength...i cant do anything...
nothing is possible by my own strenght..need Gods strenght n tats the things which keeps me going on n on in life..jus knowing my life is in His hands jus comforts me..n do not worry for wateva things tat r coming into ur life...cos God is there wit u all the way to help u...
aaahahaha ok now not too the so serious part...school has started...n how was it?? ahha u schoolers have yet a long way to go...even i have finished my school days...i stil got a very very long way to go...
some might study hard in school n some might not..some might be thinking n giggling away...but yet i feel happy bout it dunno y ahaha...luv ya

bye bye then

2005-01-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

ok continuing today gain...so tired jus finished church...about today... nothing much actually it was a totally tiring day.. dirve around town like no once business waiting for a hair cut which only took 15 mins for 2 freaking long hrs..was it worth it to wait for tat long?? i seriously do not know.. yesterday b4 i went to bed...there were some question popping in n out from my head...i seriously do not know where i wana go next yr for medicine..will it be in india or indonesia?? hack i do not know at all..its so hard to decide...despite tat im gonna miss so many of my peeps around here...specially "u".. dunno how m i going to be able to leave "u" n continue studying there..plus all my gr8 frens im gonna miss u guys alot.. i kept on thinking the same thing over n over gain...n started getting sad..remembering all those fun memories in coll haha....we were nuts rite vik shan gun bok chong yong....crap whole day without doing anything.. n a yr jus pass by like tat....now all is over n were going to the next step........after thinking for so long i started praying...n my worries were all gone away...cos something jus came to me over n over gain past few days..in my head is says "you shall not worry...ur life is in Gods hand...he'll take care of my life..n ask it shall be given..even if its not...God has His reason n greater plans...u shouldnt worry so much cos he take cares of His sons..." true enough tonights msg in church was the same thing...do not worry for tomorrow shall worry for itself... its the same thing of wat i tought yesterday....n illl nvr stop asking from God to grant me wat i want..cos i believe he hears it...n ill keep on P.U.S.H---ing.. P..ray U..ntil S..omething H..appens...thanks eunice for the christmas gift.. it helps seriously eheh...bye then...will post tomolo ehhe..nitezz everyone

2005-01-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

oops sorry jus trying out this hello thingy for posting pics.. mana tau i post two pics also hahahaha testing testing

2005-01-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

2005-01-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

wow... tis is so not me ahah but it is

im back after months n months...its a new yr n last yr was gr8

2005-01-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

Here i m again.. Sorry i didnt really have heart nor time to update tis blog..its been months since i last posted something new...got exam then youth camp then results... so many things are happening...ahaha but i think i got no energy to write everything out so i guess ill jus tell u guys wat i had last yr n how gratefull i m n wat i hope for tis yr....
its has been a tremendous yr last yr...i had alot of bumps..up n down tears n joy..but overall it was gr8. i can say its the best yr since the last 2 yrs ago. This yr was the best..i was "freed" from the things i was tied down too..n it feels gd to be free... n watever happened tat time.. God has taken out for me during youth camp..his presence was awesome n real.. now everythings gone n im free again...
after a bumpy run on the road of life gd things started to happen..i met new frens in coll...im gonna miss them alot sharanya ashveen n the gang shao li nat hong chun..n my closest fren shankar, bok, chong yong n vik..i really will miss u guys alot..hope our path will be the same again
i also met new cool frens..specially certain ppl..who has really make me think differently about my life n u have been so gd to me n it was really really nice knowing u for some reason.. jus wan thank u... n u rock !! ahah u know who u r..
uy also jus came back nvr seen tat guy for like so long even its a few month only...glad he;s doing well in US
ahh now another challenging yr..i really do not know where i m heading too yet.. but i trust God cos my life is in His hands...n He wants the best for me
so until then... ill be updating tis blog back...

n bout my results for SAM?? all i can say thank u God!!

what a day

2004-10-09T01:37:00.000+08:00

ahh..today i burst the tire of my mums' car..went into a small but super deep hole..nvr notice..then after tat my dad came..put the spare tire all ok d..the next thing..my dads' car was leaking..no water...in conclusion..what a day..no mood to write also liau bye bye

whoa my leg hurts

2004-10-04T01:28:00.000+08:00

saturday was such a fun day..my church organized a walkathon. we walked from youth park to botanical gardens..all the young ppl had to complete the whole course of the botanical gardens ehehe..then my leg muscle whoa so pain..is it my age or i nvr exercise so long..i dunno la..but it was truely fun.then wathced a movie..resident evil..whoa tat movie is damn cool should go n watch..so tis padd few week was cool, n im going to start coll tomolo..n my exam results will be out tomolo also..tats y i cant sleep online jus to write my blog cos for so long invr update d..sorry yeah..well here it is..until then

life life life

2004-09-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

life u know..one night u could c ur life its like so perfect loving family, loving frens..everythings lovely..n the next mornin..it could jus turn the opposite..everythings so messed up everythins not fine..u wished tat u would jus have another life..im pretty sure everybody does go through tis..cos i have..but not like some ppl..they commit suicide n stuff..but then as humans...we were created for somethin to live for...cherish life even its not ok

so sien

2004-09-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

wa hols d now...n i so sien dunno wat to do..when got trials i wish i got hols so i can rest...but then now got hols i don even know wat to do everyday eating n sleep only...my daily routine which i realy hate alot eeheh..some more got two chemistry reports to do n one bio human awareness essay which i need to complete.going to do la tis few days....hopefully la realy realy hopefully... i don wana do things alst minute d..hopefully la ive been saying this thing since i was standard 6 but then...it never realy works..ok la gtg d tomorrow going to my frens house to discuss about ym group bio presentation,.... see ya God bless u

ahh at last

2004-09-18T01:56:00.001+08:00

sorry everyone i realise tat my blog has not been active tis past feew weeks...due to my exam i had to study n sacrifice my time for tis blog...at last ive finish i cant say i did well but i tried my best after all...ahahah...eh if some of u who doesnt understan my eng jus tel me ok...like gun said i don understan bla bla bla hahahaha...so it feels really gd after finishin my exams n i jus don feel like doing anything n jus replaxe..but sooner or later i need to do my course work which i need to pass up really soon n i mean really soon if not then sure i kaput...then die d no need to become doctor...if i don right...mayb i wan fo sound engineerin...or mayb become chef too...everythin in life is not easy..but the best is too always be content wit it no matter wat ur in too or wat ever prob u have...the gd thing is ur not alone...eveybody is wit u...as i have experienced it...there are really gd frens around u...n i mean really gd..no matter wat they will try to b there for u..even they are having something of their own..in coll life i have found really nice fren...i mean truely really nice can really mix wit them...n some also which isnt nice but ahh don need to talk bout them rite cos they are not nice ekekek...jus jk...mayb sometimes some other ppl tend to blend wit some other ppl...life life life...wats life about??its everything from the way u eat u talk u behave n everythin....evetrything i mean.... ok la gtg go d update one long long wan since so long i nvr write d ok...bye bye everyone!

ahh at alst

2004-09-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

ok ok updating

2004-09-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

since hj ask me to updadte ok la here i m..but need to be quick wan..want to apologize for all those out there.. i don have time to update my blog cos having trials soon n having lots more to study pls keep me in ur prayers...cos i don think itll be an easy wan..oh man got so many to read ok i gtg now alright/Gob bless

hay hay

2004-08-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

wassup everyone..its been a gd day..know wat ill be worship leadin next monnth ekeke..now kinda like scared bit la since first time right...but jus wan share to u guys how i got into worhsip leading..in the youth encounter when the holy spirit touched me...there was tis thought of worhip leading keep banging into my head...n i was like na cant be should be my own thinking n i didnt like even bother of it...then when were like about to leave naza hotel to church...they gave us letters written from various ppl..then tis letter particularly from uy(man when u comin back la its been like so so long even its like months) there was tis one particular sentence that he wrote tat im gifted in the area or worship...tat struck my mind gain..so it was like a confirmation for me about this worship leading stuff...u know God speaks to ppl in many ways...n its gr8...yesterday went to pg youth..wa it was like so long ago when i went there..i think, ill be going there more often d...well vik, hong chun (daniel), nat, n shao li went also...n i tought tat was realy cool...ok la need to sleep d got coll tomolo...by everyone God bless

yeah

2004-08-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

ahahah....so happy today in hj house get to use internet also ekekeke...man his house chun la so damn chun..anyways i got my eng presentation coming up...very soon..so need to do la...today went out with eunice,varsha,mingy,deswyn, n oliver which i jus know today only...cool...so much fun la going out wit them..thanks guys at least i don have a boring day though..i think need to go d got not much time to write everythin out need do eng d...n study also trials r comin up very very soon so ppl pls pray for me yeah!! God blees u bye!

everything's gd

2004-08-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

hi everone guess u all nvr hear from me quite a while..sorry no time la...cos last week went to youth encounter. since friday to sunday evening.. was so tired...i mean really tired. alot of things happen in youth encounter.met some of my frens which i didnt c quite a while so glad get to see them..in youth encounter we encountered God n his presence all things are possible.. many ppl were set free from bondages n things holding them back...including me. didnt know how tied i m to the things i've done in my past and all of the sins i commited. n ill nvr turn back gain. Praise God he has set me free. im free now so free!!!! im so happy...feel so light...ehehe Thank God...and to uy if u can c tis blog...hay man when r u coming back pls come back quick cant wait to tell u ahaha.....God bless u all...c u

sorry

2004-08-11T10:44:00.000+08:00

sorry this days got no time to write anythin..my time is like limited so sorry will update later

esl esl

2004-08-07T01:30:00.000+08:00

it was 24/7 esl when i reached back to kulim..damn its nice to be back..but tomolo need to go back to the coll gain...to physic class (sorry sir but ur class is damn boring even my own body excites me when im in ur class)...when come back to kulim will b eating none stop so i need to get outta here b4 i get to my own self gain which was very very fat...eheheh...sorry nowadays cant write a long long blog cos shortta time...somtimes 24 hrs is too much time for me yet sometimes its not enough for me...ahh..wat to do..so life is endless and fearless no matter wat..everytime u succeed in somethin more will come...we can nvr stop learning..but i jus don wish it will b this hard...ok i gtg d gotta drive to pg tomolo...hopefully i won sleep while driving...heeheh if i do..jus wan tell u all i luv u guys so much!!!

wa so tired

2004-08-05T16:06:00.000+08:00

im so tired...slept nearly five in the morning...do stupid eng research...actually due at friday...then everybody not in time to finish ask her to extend the time of submission..and the weird part was that we have to sign n agreement wit her...tats like so weird don care la jus sign at least i got time to make it better...now at my fren place...borky ehehe...so nice n cold not like in the ware house tat im stayin in(its a house but then...the heat its like damn!!) well until then gotta continue my work d...eheh im doing bout suicide...met some interesting facts bout it...ehehe see u

fastest presentation ever made

2004-08-03T13:16:00.000+08:00

i got up tis morning....it was so hard to wake up...eyes kinda pain a bit but eventually i did wake up ehehe....
went to coll...had chemis class..then suddenly got malaysian studies presentation..all of the SAM students knew it like a few hrs, that we had a presentation to do..i was feeling so lazy that time...n the presentation cause 10% of the final marks...i felt so lazy where at one point i jus said ah so wat 10% percent only wat screw it la...
then later on felt kinda scared also then decided to do..the main topic is bout current issue...
then i had this weird idea where my eng research project is also a topic bout current issue...so i printed everythin out cos we needed to hand up the folio together...i also copied and past the words for my power point presentation..

eventually my eng research and malaysian studies folio are the same.. ehehe
n all of tis were done in like 20 mins.

until then...ekek byes

1!@#$!@# chemis

2004-08-02T13:51:00.000+08:00

heheheh so there was chemis test today...n guess wat..i did "pretty" well tough...everythin was so easy tat u don even need to write anythin out...jus read the question n look to ur left right and behind also...see easy right...aint that hard...
some more my lecturer dr.teo was like repeating so many times "if u guy did my assignment i don think there should be any prob in answering this qustions.its so easy!" bla bla bla bla....ok the assignment i nvr do the aisssngment myself so wat la...eheh anyway meneyesal also la...i don learn things fast..i m a damn slow learner....n i wan thank everyone out there who wished me happy bday...thanks so much...
well gtg noe..in the library...so cold nice feel lke sleeping gain ekeke...bye

thank u!!!

2004-08-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

this blog is specially for ppl who wished me for my bday... thank u karen,vik,shan,gan,heng,kuria,sin ling,granpa n grandma...u guys are the best jus made my day wit a big :) on my face....guess this is the best bday ever till now..eheh luv u all lots n lots n lots...
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bubbly didloi di do

2004-08-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

what a nice day to start when here in kulim its raining none stop in the morning n guess wat...i gotta wake up early...i felt like i wasted my precious time by waking up if not i could have sleep longer n enjoy the nice weather where its cold n cozzy...so nice ah....felt so frustrated when i need to wake up!!! by the time i woke up i wanted to study...but guess what i on the tv n like no ones business sat down there until 12 clock...then had to go to school n pick up a fren to go to her house n print my esl n the chemis social report thing...came back i ate nasi lemak cooked by my mum...so yummy n fatty..guess when i get back from kulim ill be filled up with fats...talking bout fats remembred bout chemistry..stupid saturated what unSAturated...when will human realise...hey God created this world n why are those scientist n nobel winner prizes have to do research...i mean tats the way it is jus live ur life n don make our lifes harder (when life is already so hard) cos we need to study what ever !#$!@#$! u guys are researching on...if tats how things work thats how it works..jus shut up n live on ur life n don do any research or question urself y this happen y that happen..yeah btw since the weather was so nice....i slept while reading chemistry..when i woke up it was already n hr long...i was like oh no...but i was happy i used up my "precious" time for a cold nice nap....speaking bout cold...damn its so cold her...need to make myself warm d ...eheh gtg now bye...

cool

2004-08-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

cool..well then this is my first blog..new with it so i realy don know how to use it yet...this past few days had a break from coll...well its call u break but i call it n helliday..assignments was like sh*t so many doing it day and night. i think my fingers are going to break sooner or later typing none stop...but of course there was a little bit of copy n past stuff around here n there...ahah DISTED lecturers ill proof that im able to out smart u all even though u guys claim u'll know...ekekk..but then it was a gd day..had n gr8 outing wit my family...ate so much til i feel like pukking when driving back...now doin nothin much chatting wit couple of frens..some are studyin chatting doing esl...as for me???im jus relaxing like no ones business jumping into the pits of hell cos chemistry exam comin right up n im not even bothered wit it...well after writing tis blog...i think im bothered...going to read d...sudah bertaubat la...eheh c u all...